Dreams

I have been having a lot of dreams lately, and a lot of dreams with horses and my childhood. I find this fascinating and wonder if God is telling me to go for my dream and get a horse farm now or is it that I am now reflecting on my childhood cause it will be not about my childhood in a few months, it will be about the little plum's childhood.

I had a dream of baby dadda last night and of course it was good, but I think that is still my little bit of hope left. Read again, little bit of hope, and that little bit is not a whole lot anymore. He is not being cool and I just wanna be able to tell his family so I can feel more comfortable. It is important that his parents know they are having a grandchild (now there is more too it than that, but I prefer to keep that information private).

I had some really weird cramps the other night, but they passed but they freaked me out a lot. I discussed with other moms, and it sounds like it may be my ligaments stretching. The only way I can describe it is someone had a string in my uterus and was pulling it thru my va jay-jay. Not cool. Now and then there is a constant pressure in my lower abdomen too. Plain and simple, this pregnancy thing kinda sucks. Everyone and every book says that the second trimester things will get better! Thank freaking God! That is only 2 weeks away!!!

Nausea has been regulated, but that damn bus ride still doesn't feel good, but it is much better. No need for mint tea every day now. I am so freaking tired I need that cup of coffee every morning. One cup is fine said my obgyn.

Talk soon.